MOVED.
January 1st, 2009
December 25th, 2008
So what's wrong with livejournal now? Sigh.
i can't upload pictures.
i am sick.
okay, i shall forget it.
i am too tired to even sit properly on my chair.
Another x'mas dinner this evening, i hope i'll survive.
anyway, i hope Chris had fun ytd night with my ULTRA big family. (:
i love your present, thanks loads.
and of course, i hope the kidddsss (a dozen of them), enjoyed the presents they received.
i am still looking for my lost OREO. dumb who took it!?!?!
MERRY X'MAS TO ALL!
coldDecember 20th, 2008
I'll write my own story, one that's even more exciting than anyone can imagine.
calmDecember 19th, 2008
i can dream about the Cullens all night, all day.
Even if the whole world crushes under my feet right now, my fantasies would probably not cease a single bit.
Infatuation.
Always at the wrong time & wrong target.
It'll be fruitless, meaningless and hopeless.
HAAA.
They're just another.. typical fictional characters, they don't exist.
SO,
i should think of other things to keep my mind full.
Dream of the things that are possible.
Dream only when i'm capable of doing so.
Dream only when i've the right dream.
Live in the reality.
Work for it.
UE is not possible.
I MUST BELIEVE THAT I CAN.
=D
Even if the whole world crushes under my feet right now, my fantasies would probably not cease a single bit.
Always at the wrong time & wrong target.
It'll be fruitless, meaningless and hopeless.
HAAA.
They're just another.. typical fictional characters, they don't exist.
SO,
i should think of other things to keep my mind full.
Dream of the things that are possible.
Dream only when i'm capable of doing so.
Dream only when i've the right dream.
Live in the reality.
Work for it.
UE is not possible.
I MUST BELIEVE THAT I CAN.
=D
i've decided to re-watch twilight in order to fulfill my unsatisfied dreams of Carlisle & Edward Cullen.
yeah whatever. I know i agreed that the movie sucks. But i couldnt resist myself! tsktsk.
I've such poor self-control!
I read the partial draft of midnight sun (edward's version of twilight) and i think it's even better than the original book.
i can SERIOUSLY feel the pain and torture edward cullen was going through when he met bella swan and tried to stay by her, despite all the difficulties.
The emotions i felt while reading were almost real, not completely tho cos the entire thing is not finalised yet.
Stephenie Meyer is a genius.
this particular version is definitely worth waiting.
So...i'm getting it as soon as it comes out. (:
It's christmas season again!
i want to go shopping because i feel loaded now.
i have about 300bucks to spare and i was considering the possibility of getting a DS/PSP.
oh wait, i think i should not get at this time cos i'll be distracted!
argh. exams and more exams are coming!
ROARRRR!
Hair cut issue.
i need one.
i think i'm going to cut it real short this time and considering if i should give rebonding a miss.
i wonder....
SO,
My attempt to learn korean was futile.
Clark left for Korea this morning and he'd not be back anymore!
zzzz. i wanted him to teach jy and me some phrases but he distracted us with all his photos taken in Guilin and that CHRISTMAS TREE..
okay nvm. i don't think you guys understand it anyway. hahaha! it's our secret joke. (:
right, did i mention how happy i am because today is my last day of work at kotra?
hey man. this feeling is totally cool.
from today onwards, i am able to..
- stop eating instant noodles in office
- not use msn so damn discreetly (that witch sitting behind me is no kid! she complains alot to Clark before he left Singapore! i could sense all the snarlings/growls directed to me and jy okay!)
- STOP CONFUSING MYSELF WITH THE BOSSES' FUNNY ACCENT
- NOT stone in the cold, literally.
IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON. 2009- although i aint exactly fond of the idea of having a brand new year, i do look forward to the changes and challenges that's in store for me! i'm being hopeful and not dreadful here (i mean it!)
BYEE PEOPLE.
MRS CULLEN IS GOING OFF TO DREAM HER LOVER.
CARLISLE MY LOVE!!
LMAO~
(:
crazyDecember 15th, 2008
I just realise that school's re-opening in less than 25 days.
I AM DEAD.
i have not touch a single piece of assignment at all!
Right. And i am still thinking of things that i shouldn't, doing things that i can't be doing!
Oh gosh.
Someone please.
D:
Office is damn cold now.
i wish i can get out of here and go somewhere warmer.
yeah.
i've spend quite a deal of time thinking of my future plans..
but i know that these can only be dreams nontheless.
Reality is cruel.
I know it's the only place that i can go to given my family's condition right nowUE/UB, dream on then.
-Mrs.Cullen
December 12th, 2008
Shrugs
"twilight" kind of disappointing.
I expected much more from this highly anticipated film.
oh well.
The director seemed to have missed out quite a bit of the original story.
Bella should have escaped from the toilet in an airport instead.....
Bella should have fainted in bio class cos of the blood test....
Bella should......
anyway, the video that i put up in previous post is a spoiler.
there shouldn't be some scenes at all i just realised. :/
Overall,
i think it's more like a comical..laughter kinda movie cos i can't stop laughing throughout.
yeah.
CARLISLE CULLEN IS HOT, VERY HOT!!
EDWARD CULLEN IS PURE FUNNY.
BELLA SWAN IS....BEYOND WORDS!
ALICE CULLEN IS SUPER PRETTY.
(well, you'll see what i mean if you watch the movie)
:D
anyway, i agree with the primetime morning movie reviewer that Robert Pattinson should brush up his acting skills. Afterall he's supposed to create a romance with Kristen Steward instead of following that script blindly! Urgh, i can't see the superrr protective & ever so loving Edward! Immature acting skills create laughters duh.
But it's a great job to the rest of the cast (especially Kristen Steward); her amazing "eye power"! Lol.
Well well, and how can i ever forget Doctor Carlisle Cullen the CREEPY? hahaha! he's really the wow-wow figure in those 2hours. His style is totally like vampire! I like him with his blonde hair and the dressing- basically, my eyes are glued to the screen totally. I almost fall asleep trying to decipher what the leads were talking about (cos it's without the subtitles), his appearance brought me back ALIVE. (:
PRESENTING........
-hottest vamp. he's 360++ years old you know!
"twilight" kind of disappointing.
I expected much more from this highly anticipated film.
oh well.
The director seemed to have missed out quite a bit of the original story.
Bella should have escaped from the toilet in an airport instead.....
Bella should have fainted in bio class cos of the blood test....
Bella should......
anyway, the video that i put up in previous post is a spoiler.
there shouldn't be some scenes at all i just realised. :/
Overall,
i think it's more like a comical..laughter kinda movie cos i can't stop laughing throughout.
yeah.
CARLISLE CULLEN IS HOT, VERY HOT!!
EDWARD CULLEN IS PURE FUNNY.
BELLA SWAN IS....BEYOND WORDS!
ALICE CULLEN IS SUPER PRETTY.
(well, you'll see what i mean if you watch the movie)
:D
anyway, i agree with the primetime morning movie reviewer that Robert Pattinson should brush up his acting skills. Afterall he's supposed to create a romance with Kristen Steward instead of following that script blindly! Urgh, i can't see the superrr protective & ever so loving Edward! Immature acting skills create laughters duh.
But it's a great job to the rest of the cast (especially Kristen Steward); her amazing "eye power"! Lol.
Well well, and how can i ever forget Doctor Carlisle Cullen the CREEPY? hahaha! he's really the wow-wow figure in those 2hours. His style is totally like vampire! I like him with his blonde hair and the dressing- basically, my eyes are glued to the screen totally. I almost fall asleep trying to decipher what the leads were talking about (cos it's without the subtitles), his appearance brought me back ALIVE. (:
PRESENTING........
cranky(in office..)
I can't wait to knock off so that i can watch twilight with Ms Lum tonight!
I pity seok. laughters
she's "drowning" in her accounting assigments but i can slack around because my part is kinda done for the moment.
My real job is coming only next week and i'm definitely not looking forward to it can.
collating results from the market. research & study is surely no fun and i hate facing the computer. ):
yups.
so i think i really need to cheong my homework after next fri.
i haven't touch anything seriously!
Wahaha i'm such a big big slacker and i'm so going to die for next yr's block tests.
yeah gddd lucckk rcjm!
you sure can pass the tests without studyiiinnggg..
well, in case you may be wondering what i've been up to since last week..
right, it's all about TWILIGHT. (:
i bought 4 books within 4 days which cost me nearly 70bucks.
good deal tho because good books are worth those money!
I SO LOVE EDWARD CULLEN & BELLA SWAN!
December 10th, 2008
Happy ending.
It happens only in fairy tales.
We know this fact pretty well. All of us do.
It's a pity that we're neither the characters involved nor the writer of the books.
We can't decide how things will turn out to be eventually.
For this, i rather choose to stay in this world filled with all these fabricated lies.
Cos' it'll make me feel better, just better for a day, a minute, or only just one second.
It happens only in fairy tales.
We know this fact pretty well. All of us do.
It's a pity that we're neither the characters involved nor the writer of the books.
We can't decide how things will turn out to be eventually.
For this, i rather choose to stay in this world filled with all these fabricated lies.
Cos' it'll make me feel better, just better for a day, a minute, or only just one second.
December 5th, 2008
i think i am screwed up, totally.
it's time for me to reflect.
concentratation and focus is the key now.
everything else can wait, and i will.
it's just not the time to do other things Chan Jiemin.
WAKE UP!!
it's time for me to reflect.
concentratation and focus is the key now.
everything else can wait, and i will.
it's just not the time to do other things Chan Jiemin.
WAKE UP!!
November 29th, 2008
STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2008!
I can't wait for 7th december to come! Okay i'll have to report to esplanade drive at 2am in the morning and i don't know how to and how i'm going to survive and keep myself awake after the YA yummy adventure day on 6th dec.
Anyway, i just wish that it's not 29th nov today. I hope it's only 29th OCTOBER because i seriouslyX2 need more time to prepare for 6th dec carnival! shucks. ): (good luck chan jiemin, you better hurry up & even if you die of fatigue now, you just have to find a way to settle all the things before coming wed's meeting.)
My body is aching & burning like mad and i can't find calamine lotion to ease the itch that's caused by insects bites. i can't sleep either because my relatives are outsideeeeeee talking and mom says it's rude to keep myself in the room blah blah blah..
BTC(II) is definitely one of the best camps i have ever attended. This batch of guide guiders were extremely out-going and caring! plus, they do know how to wash toilets and do house-keeping very well! Yeah i mean...that's how teachers should be like isn't it? HAHAHA! i was still worried that 6 people would use one broom to sweep the floor initially! looks like i was wrong afterall!
I'm so gonna miss Ms Hasna!
I'm so gonna miss camping with them as well!
SIGHHH.
Anyway, the scouts were having National Patrol Camp opposite our campsite. (less than 200m dist) So, we could see what they were up to all these three days. Well, i'm invited to go for the openhouse tmr, should i? mmmhh..another round of campfire sounds good to me but i think i'll give it a miss cos' i'm too tired already..ahhh!): next time then.
Hwa Chong makes me feel so inferior. I hate that school honestly. Zzzzz!
More coming up.....
30th nov - Carnival Preparation
1st dec - farewell party @ sentosa
2nd dec - Metro SIF cip @ paragon, 3pm-8pm
3rd dec - YA open Unit Meeting @ HQ, 7pm
4th dec - Metro SIF @ paragon, 10am-3pm
5th dec - Carnival Preparation @ Hq
6th dec - YA YUMMY ADVENTURE DAY (carnival), 9am-6pm
7th dec - STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2008, 2am
I can't wait for 7th december to come! Okay i'll have to report to esplanade drive at 2am in the morning and i don't know how to and how i'm going to survive and keep myself awake after the YA yummy adventure day on 6th dec.
Anyway, i just wish that it's not 29th nov today. I hope it's only 29th OCTOBER because i seriouslyX2 need more time to prepare for 6th dec carnival! shucks. ): (good luck chan jiemin, you better hurry up & even if you die of fatigue now, you just have to find a way to settle all the things before coming wed's meeting.)
My body is aching & burning like mad and i can't find calamine lotion to ease the itch that's caused by insects bites. i can't sleep either because my relatives are outsideeeeeee talking and mom says it's rude to keep myself in the room blah blah blah..
BTC(II) is definitely one of the best camps i have ever attended. This batch of guide guiders were extremely out-going and caring! plus, they do know how to wash toilets and do house-keeping very well! Yeah i mean...that's how teachers should be like isn't it? HAHAHA! i was still worried that 6 people would use one broom to sweep the floor initially! looks like i was wrong afterall!
I'm so gonna miss Ms Hasna!
I'm so gonna miss camping with them as well!
SIGHHH.
Anyway, the scouts were having National Patrol Camp opposite our campsite. (less than 200m dist) So, we could see what they were up to all these three days. Well, i'm invited to go for the openhouse tmr, should i? mmmhh..another round of campfire sounds good to me but i think i'll give it a miss cos' i'm too tired already..ahhh!): next time then.
Hwa Chong makes me feel so inferior. I hate that school honestly. Zzzzz!
More coming up.....
30th nov - Carnival Preparation
1st dec - farewell party @ sentosa
2nd dec - Metro SIF cip @ paragon, 3pm-8pm
3rd dec - YA open Unit Meeting @ HQ, 7pm
4th dec - Metro SIF @ paragon, 10am-3pm
5th dec - Carnival Preparation @ Hq
6th dec - YA YUMMY ADVENTURE DAY (carnival), 9am-6pm
7th dec - STANDARD CHARTERED MARATHON 2008, 2am
Ups and downs.
All of us will experience such moments in our life some time.
This time, it's my turn to get a hit in my head.
I finally had a decision.
Maybe, i'm just not cut out for it.
and i guess it's now time for me to leave.
All of us will experience such moments in our life some time.
This time, it's my turn to get a hit in my head.
I finally had a decision.
Maybe, i'm just not cut out for it.
and i guess it's now time for me to leave.
November 22nd, 2008
okay! I guess my holiday will end really soon. I've tons of assignments to complete before school re-opens again. Plus, i gotta start revision from head to toe for every single subject because i've basically thrown everything back to my tutors. D: yeah i know it's damn sad but i've no choice! I gotta work hard for the impending block tests in jan & mar before the CNY emcee training kills me and my friends. hello my dearests! we gotta work on the script real soon or we'll be changed in no time!
i'm deciding how i should spend my 300bucks i got for bursary. Lols. My sis said that my cohort must have score terribly because it wouldn't be possible for me to be the top ++%. Ok, i think my family ought to be a little more encouraging actually. But whatever. i think i'm going to get myself either sunglasses/psp/camera/pc. let's see how first then.
Well, before i start my crazy revision..i want to watch Grey's Anatomy Season five/CSI Miami/Ghost Whisperer 3!
i'm deciding how i should spend my 300bucks i got for bursary. Lols. My sis said that my cohort must have score terribly because it wouldn't be possible for me to be the top ++%. Ok, i think my family ought to be a little more encouraging actually. But whatever. i think i'm going to get myself either sunglasses/psp/camera/pc. let's see how first then.
Well, before i start my crazy revision..i want to watch Grey's Anatomy Season five/CSI Miami/Ghost Whisperer 3!
i'm gonna camp in Camp Christine for 4 days next week. So if u wanna find me, please sms/call me and don't flood my hotmail kayys. By the way, i just wanna say, "i love Elvin Ng to bits."
SEEYA PEOPLE! :D
bouncyNovember 20th, 2008
TGT day'08 at Haig Girls' SchoolYA Open Unit Meeting 1 (4th Oct)YA Open Unit Meeting 3 (12th Nov)YA Open Unit Meeting 4 (19th Nov)- BTC' 08 at Camp Christine (25th Nov-28th Nov)
- YA Yummy Adventure Day 08 (6th Dec)
i miss Camp Christine and camping. This time round it's even better because not only Hawa will be there, Junie & Rebecca will be as well! Oh yeah, i'm so gonna treat these four days like my holiday. (I think it's actually more enjoyable anyway..) hope daddy allows me to go.
Yummy Adventure Day. Ahh! I've loads of things to finish up right now before i go away for camp next week. Time to work Xinhui! (:
SEEYA PEOPLE!
excitedNovember 18th, 2008
November 16th, 2008
"Death is not the greatest loss in life but the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live." --- Norman Cousins
I came across one of Celine Dion's hit singles this evening while watching So you think you can dance on channel five. Yeaps, i love her loads cos she's such an amazing vocal! =D
Everytime when i listen to CD and Faith Hill's songs, i'll be close to tears. It simply brought back many precious memories, those when i was still a student of ctss- when my buddies & i prepared for O's. Speaking of that, i really missed those days.
Yipee! My three darlings are going to complete their exams in three days time. Hohoho. I hope i can have dinner with them at this seafood buffet at Thomson road instead of seoul garden again. ): HAHAHA. But Seok has got the deciding power this time round and we'll abide to her request cos' Xin & i sorta owed her one.......~!
TILL THEN! SEE YA!
blahNovember 10th, 2008
My previous post was unfortunately, not saved. So i'm not gonna waste my time to re-type everything again cos best things should not be said twice. (:
Promotional status results were finalised on last thurs, 6th Nov. It was exactly a year ago when my world came crashing down, leaving me in total emptiness. Although i'd 6 months to prepare myself for that day, i still didn't react quite 'rightly'. But well, at least i was still calm and i'd all with my besties surrounding me and giving me their bestest wishes. Honestly, although there's this tinge of regret for not being able to promote with them, a big part of me actually felt relieved and happy. Well, at the very least, i gotta change my subject combi FINALLY. (:
Hey guys, it's kinda disappointing to know that some of my besties may not be in s10 anymore, i mean..physically. Nevertheless, please remember that you're always a part of us. 08s10 will never be complete without anyone of you. If you've decided to stay on, take this chance to start afresh yeah? If you believe hard, you'll be able to acheive sucess eventually. I've absolute faith in you people! JIAYOU. :D
To thos who manage to advance....please work hard okiee? Don't forget that there're still the impending review & block tests! They aint going to be easier than promos!
On the brighter note...Buddy called me from Australia yesterday! (GWAK GWAK GWAK) *i can't believe he actually remembered me!* Oh, and i can't wait to hear from him, so countdown to another 4days. :D
Anyway, TGT day @ Haig Girls school on Sat was great. I managed to catch up with some ndp guides, Vivian & Weiling! And of course not forgetting Junie, Val & Swee! Kathy & Gregory was there too. (:
I shall find a day to upload the pictures..I'm too lazy to do it now hahaha!
SEE YA PEOPLE!
lovedNovember 2nd, 2008
Watching Grey's anatomy can bring me the immense courage & determination which i need most right now. I've loads of things on hand to deal with and so only these two will probably make me through. Well, first i have to get a job before anything! i wanna lay my hands on THAT new wallet i saw in OG yesterday! argh. Need to earn $$ urgently! and..i can hardly wait for the end of Alevels and hang out with my beloved(s).
Yay i finally heard from seok today. She said that she dreamt of herself out with her boyfriend, an ang-moh (like Italian guy)....hahaha! and something linked to korean words...MMmhhh! Babe, you're too stress! do give yourself enough rest yeah? LOVES. <3
Okay, i am off to video-ing again.
IT'S 4.07AM! (:
Yay i finally heard from seok today. She said that she dreamt of herself out with her boyfriend, an ang-moh (like Italian guy)....hahaha! and something linked to korean words...MMmhhh! Babe, you're too stress! do give yourself enough rest yeah? LOVES. <3
Okay, i am off to video-ing again.
IT'S 4.07AM! (:
November 1st, 2008
Everybody changed.
i was surprised, although not entirely. D:
i can die loading grey's at tudou cos' it's damn freaking slow. Maybe i should build up my patience instead. oh well~
see ya people, i'm off to badminton & a slow jog around jurong west area.
i was surprised, although not entirely. D:
i can die loading grey's at tudou cos' it's damn freaking slow. Maybe i should build up my patience instead. oh well~
see ya people, i'm off to badminton & a slow jog around jurong west area.
refreshed